I am getting so excited for college and I honestly can't wait to be out of high school already. I have this crazy urge to just travel the world already. I want to go everywhere and see everything, and I want to be able to enjoy it. I feel like I have two sides, one is crazy obsessed with my future and making connections and planning everything just perfectly. Whereas the other side is way more go with the flow and "hipster", I just have this amazing feeling of wanderlust. I don't only want to visit these places and tour them with a guide, I want to live there, I want to experience everything that this world has to offer. I want to meet people and live in the moment, I want to make memories that I can tell my children and grandchildren about.
"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."
- Oscar Wilde
Sometimes it seems as though I am in such a rush to grow up already, and then there will be a day or a moment and will all hit me and I will think wow, maybe I'm not ready to grow up just yet, maybe I can sit here and bask in this one moment for just a little bit longer. I know I'm not the only one going through this roller coaster ride of emotions about becoming an adult, but sometimes I just feel so overwhelmed by everything that is going on in my life. I feel like I hardly have any time to myself, I never have the time to write or read my Mindy Kaling book.
Sometimes you just need to push everything to the side, drink a big mug of tea, and completely unwind.
I feel like I could just sit here and write for hours and hours, so many thoughts rush through my head at once, yet this is all I have to say. For now at least...
Until next time,
Madison